I’ve been feeling a bit depressed lately. I’ve been praying for more help from God. I don’t understand and I don’t have to understand the things that are happening in my life. The pain that I feel, my suffering, it’s all a part of the plan. There’s always a reason. The world makes more sense than we will ever know. God is always with me.
I am under the impression that we are here to experience. The idea that we are here to learn is too much pressure because we’re always looking for the lesson in things which can be stressful if we cannot see it. If I am here to experience, then what a wonderful life! It is like the most interesting game or movie ever. Everything is meant to bring out different emotions, thoughts, and sensory stimulation for us. It is the perfect ride, the perfect pastime.
I love this life. All the pain and suffering, how interesting! How fascinating. This makes me feel more open to experience all of life’s offerings. All its ups and downs. All its illusions even. It’s the greatest experience one can have. No need to be too serious or rigid about anything. It’s all a part of the ride.